Now to answer your question, Maybe he’s trying to make you jealous but what I really think is he’s trying to get in Heather’s pants now that you’re history. Move on and go for a less controlling guy.

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Anyway, I’ve had anger depression outburts, and been hospitalized like 4 times? However, is it because I cant control myself? Lol No. It’s because I had no friends in my school. & I wanted to go somewhere to get out and meet people like a psych hospital so I can get noticed because in my school before I didnt get noticed.
I stuffed my bra hugely in Seventh grade to get attention. I went from 32 a to a Double d. like overnight. Yeah because I stuffed it. In Seventh grade, Well actually it started in 5th grade, I saw a therapist., Then it stopped and started in Seventh grade, Lost weight. I was never fat at all, I just wanted to be stick stick thin. & Thats what happened because of Bulimia. Hospitalized 2 times (eating disorder clinic), enjoyed it. Met new people. Anyway, back to 8th grade. Yeah, I just wanted to go out of the house because I was so unhappy at school.

Me, convicing doctors I was violent uncontrollably, was put on tons of psychiatric meds, such as respirdal, prozac, lithium, trileptal, effexor, lemectal, etc. Did I need them ? No. I was just trying to get out of my school because I was alone. I was pertended to be this way, because I hated being at home.

When it came to 9th grade, I made the most friends I’ve ever had. I did not stuff my bra in the beginning of the year, I wore makeup but minimum for what I usually wear.And was innocent, nice, and drew people towards me. Once I started craving attention from boys, The bra stuffing came. The butt padding came.

I layered so much makeup, I was orange, I could barely open up my eyes from eyeliner eyeshadow, etc. I became a walking fake girl. My friends were gone. I was then alone. I met a boy however, Sam. And we’ve been going out, and hes delt with the extreme makeup but still loves me. But, I just act so wierd sometimes to people.

I dont know how to keep relationships, because with Sam. I cant go out in public with him, Im scared hes going to look at some random girl he see’s. and I wont feel good enough, I have a addiction to makeup, I steal from drugstores to get the makeup and fake tan. I have no confidence. I pretend to be cute with sam, even though if you take away the makeup and cute little voice and actions i pretend to do, im ugly. and im just not sure what to do. I see a therapist regurly, and I just dont know who I am. I’ve had many times where I believed I was bipolar, body dismorphia, personality disorder.

But I just dont know who I am.
I can’t figure it out. Because, nothing I do is the real me. My face isnt real, its piled of makeup on, my body isnt real its all paper towel to increase womanly parts such as butt and boobs. People dont like me, and im alone besides Sam..
I have a horrible problem stealing tons of makeup from drugstores in my town, to plaster more makeup on my face.

I dont know what to do anymore.
I dont know who I am?

Any comments, advice, etc would be appreciated Thanks.

You are normal. You do the crazy things you do to get attention because you have been so lonely for so long. I have done the same thing. I used to hurt myself to get attention because when I would cry after someone hurt my feelings, I was either ignored or told that I was just feeling sorry for myself. All I wanted was just a little love and understanding. I also have severely low self-esteem. I have had severe acne since I was ten and no matter how many people tell me that I am pretty or cute, I still don’t believe them. I think of them as trying to be nice. I am constantly looking in the mirror to see how many zits are on my face and how red my face is because I am highly self-consious. This morning even, I looked in the mirror and became so disgusted with what I saw that I cried for two hours. I can’t stand to go out in public without makeup (which may be making my problem worse even though I use mineral wear). I constantly say that I am ugly just so someone will say that I am not. And if they don’t respond, I become really depressed. I am probably this way because I was picked on a lot from the time I was in first grade through freshman year for varying reasons. I even went through a "fat" phase when I was in eighth grade and starved myself for almost two weeks. Then I became obsessed with excercise. I still excercise on a regular basis but I eat three square meals a day. Starving oneself can actually make them gain water weight. This happened to me too and now I am at a happy weight but I am still constantly self-conscious of my acne. I sometimes have personality issues as well and also am constantly seeking support. My counselor helped me but I can’t pay for appointments anymore and my family isn’t very understanding of my pain. If you ever need to vent, I am here.

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I know I want a camera that has good low-light capabilities (the street is still lit up with street lights), and good resolution so that the next time they come around to break something, I can get their faces on video and take them to court to press criminal charges. I don’t care about size or how noticeable the camera is (in fact, if they notice it, maybe they’ll finally leave me alone). I just need something that has good resolution, maybe a zoom capability, good low-light capabilities, and if it has internal recording- enough to record for around 8 hours.

I know this a complicated request for advice, but any help would be greatly appreciated. I’m going into a uspy store tomorrow, and if I can’t find something better, cheaper elsewhere, I would at least want to know what I was looking for so they don’t swindle me.

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Looks like yahoo’s a little confused.
buildingbeautiful, I know what you mean. Thing is with this, every time they do something, they cause at least $800 worth of damages, and I don’t exactly have that kind of money to shell out all the time.

I really just want to catch them so I can press charges, get a restraining order, and sue for damages. Maybe they will get the message that it’s time to grow up then.
Kate, I said it would be inside my house, pointed out the window at them. If they break into my house to knock the camera down so they can vandalize my car… then they’re just stupid.

To clarify, there’s street lights, but they don’t make it super bright out at night. There’s trees sporadically on the block, including in front of my house, although I usually don’t park directly in front of my house.

I need something that can pick up a clear image of them at 100 feet or so, so it can serve as damning evidence in court.

http://cgi.ebay.com/MOTION-ACTIVATED-CAMO-GAME-CAMERA-DVR-NIGHT-VISION_W0QQitemZ200434192378QQcategoryZ52505QQcmdZViewItem#vi-content

This is what you need. Motion activated night vision capable security camera, designed to see game in the woods.

Good range, good price, and the video will be of high enough quality to get a positive ID on the idiots.

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My mom and I tossed around the idea of going on a cruise the following year. I’d like to take at least one vacation per year.

Where do you suggest?

Thanks!

Cancun is great

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2.nude or white lipstick links

3. i like this boy .. and he said he would rather just have a "fling" we have done stuff but i would rather have a long term thing .. lately he hasnt been talking to me alot.. what shall i do ?

4. my mum is refusing to let me have peircing im 15 ( yes i no to young i dont care sont answer saying your too young and your mums right).. think of anything i can say to her to win her over .. i dont want permenant peircings just like surface peircing

5. anyways of making my hair big without back combing?

please answer… any of these

ta !

1. http://www.sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P61003&categoryId=B70
That seriously works really well and its worth the 25$.

2. You should either go to like a specialty counter like Lancome or Este Launder or try a big store with lots of products such as Sephora.

3. Well if you agreed to the fling, then he probably thinks you want a hookup too, and maybe he doesn’t want to get serious. Give him some space, and maybe talk to him later, but not right now.

4. Say that if it looks bad you can always take it out and it isn’t permanent.

5. You mean teasing your hair? And a bit of hairspray at the roots always works for me.

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I’ve noticed guys in their thirties with good jobs find girls to date easier & since the girls are older by then they tend to be more sexual. The girls seem more sexual at 30 than 19.

money shouldnt matter at all
no offence but you probably find it easyer because of the money but if you traded places with your mate for a night and went out would you still get the girl or would he???
i bet you will find that in years to come your mates would have found n married a `reall women in love` rather than a women in love with your money
you need to find someone that dosnt expect you to pay for everything or buy her gifts or flash your money

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My ex and I are still extremely close, but we’re still not 100% ready to date again until I become a better person and we both become a little more emotionally stable. I’m interested in art/music, but definatley not as much as he is. I’m more into makeup, hair, and video games. I play guitar, but I’m still a beginner, so I’m not very good..

What can I do to have more in common with him and or improve our relationship?

hi sweetie,
okay so you’re a beautiful girl, you need to be focusing on yourself right now. that’s what is most important in life, YOU. i think you’re better than this guy. i did the whole "friends with benefits" thing… & honestly sweetheart, it just tears you up inside. it hurts. but that’s besides the point. i’m sure you two have more in common than you think, but you two are just focusing on those superficial things. try focusing on the more emotional aspects of the relationship & i’m sure you’ll find that you have a lot more in common with each other…

& i totally understand the makeup, hair, & video games!! i’m the same way!

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There was a brother in a nearby congregation who seemed to be a very spiritual-minded brother who worked as a travel agent, and he would quite often book passages for groups of witnesses to go on cruises as well as Bethel tours. He was also an elder, and used frequently on assembly & convention programs until his health no longer allowed it.

They would have the Watchtower (and at the time Book Study) while on the cruise, so they did not miss out on spiritual food.

The benefit was that they got to enjoy the opportunity to enjoy such a vacation while maintaining good association.

The brother always made sure everything was done in a spiritual and moral way. He did not book "huge groups" but it was still a group.

Perhaps the one the sister you went on was too large to manage and maintain spirituality. (?)

Sadly, the brother of whom I speak succumbed to cancer a couple of years past. The Kingdom Hall at his memorial was packed, with people lining the walls as well as standing outside.

The only cruise I have been on was a regular 4 day cruise, and while some of the entertainment was not immoral, there was some that my wife and I did not participate in due to its questionable nature.

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