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we dated for two months and in the beginning of our relationship he mentioned a girl on his facebook and said that she made his ex gf really insecure and jealous because of how pretty she was. he is friends with this girl and slept with her in high-school which was 6-7 years ago. the girl basically looks like a japanese-american version of a barbie. you know the type :straighten their hair, wear the false eyelashes, perfect tan, perfect makeup, designer clothes with matching purses, all the jewlery. shes one of those girls. although i am pretty i am not a barbie im more of a jeans and t-shirt let my hair airdry and wear a little bit of makeup type. my ex was very controlling and always trying to go through my phone and emails and we only hung out on his terms etc. after he brought up that girl in a convo i started several fights about it (3wks ago) because i thought it was odd hed tell me about her. anyways he broke it off with me the other day when i didnt submit to his control…which he usually does to scare me and then calls a few days later but i said "this time im done with you…i took the relationship off of facebook and have not contacted him. then i went onto his page to delete him and saw in the storyline "mitch has written on heather’s wall" and he wrote "hey stranger how r u?" heather being the girl he kinda brings up to make me feel insecure in the past. he never writes on anyones wall or makes comments atleast not in the past 3 months. do u think he is doing this to make me jealous?

First of all, this question would fall under the "Singles & dating" section rather than Psychology.

Now to answer your question, Maybe he’s trying to make you jealous but what I really think is he’s trying to get in Heather’s pants now that you’re history. Move on and go for a less controlling guy.

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So, Im a fourteen year old girl. Ive been through alot and I do alot of things people do not define as "normal". Im a strange girl, but strange in a way that isnt like she talks to herself or she looks wierd. Strange as in, I look normal, act particurly normal, but I do things that people find odd like behavior wise. I cant really explain it well.

Anyway, I’ve had anger depression outburts, and been hospitalized like 4 times? However, is it because I cant control myself? Lol No. It’s because I had no friends in my school. & I wanted to go somewhere to get out and meet people like a psych hospital so I can get noticed because in my school before I didnt get noticed.
I stuffed my bra hugely in Seventh grade to get attention. I went from 32 a to a Double d. like overnight. Yeah because I stuffed it. In Seventh grade, Well actually it started in 5th grade, I saw a therapist., Then it stopped and started in Seventh grade, Lost weight. I was never fat at all, I just wanted to be stick stick thin. & Thats what happened because of Bulimia. Hospitalized 2 times (eating disorder clinic), enjoyed it. Met new people. Anyway, back to 8th grade. Yeah, I just wanted to go out of the house because I was so unhappy at school.

Me, convicing doctors I was violent uncontrollably, was put on tons of psychiatric meds, such as respirdal, prozac, lithium, trileptal, effexor, lemectal, etc. Did I need them ? No. I was just trying to get out of my school because I was alone. I was pertended to be this way, because I hated being at home.

When it came to 9th grade, I made the most friends I’ve ever had. I did not stuff my bra in the beginning of the year, I wore makeup but minimum for what I usually wear.And was innocent, nice, and drew people towards me. Once I started craving attention from boys, The bra stuffing came. The butt padding came.

I layered so much makeup, I was orange, I could barely open up my eyes from eyeliner eyeshadow, etc. I became a walking fake girl. My friends were gone. I was then alone. I met a boy however, Sam. And we’ve been going out, and hes delt with the extreme makeup but still loves me. But, I just act so wierd sometimes to people.

I dont know how to keep relationships, because with Sam. I cant go out in public with him, Im scared hes going to look at some random girl he see’s. and I wont feel good enough, I have a addiction to makeup, I steal from drugstores to get the makeup and fake tan. I have no confidence. I pretend to be cute with sam, even though if you take away the makeup and cute little voice and actions i pretend to do, im ugly. and im just not sure what to do. I see a therapist regurly, and I just dont know who I am. I’ve had many times where I believed I was bipolar, body dismorphia, personality disorder.

But I just dont know who I am.
I can’t figure it out. Because, nothing I do is the real me. My face isnt real, its piled of makeup on, my body isnt real its all paper towel to increase womanly parts such as butt and boobs. People dont like me, and im alone besides Sam..
I have a horrible problem stealing tons of makeup from drugstores in my town, to plaster more makeup on my face.

I dont know what to do anymore.
I dont know who I am?

Any comments, advice, etc would be appreciated Thanks.

You are normal. You do the crazy things you do to get attention because you have been so lonely for so long. I have done the same thing. I used to hurt myself to get attention because when I would cry after someone hurt my feelings, I was either ignored or told that I was just feeling sorry for myself. All I wanted was just a little love and understanding. I also have severely low self-esteem. I have had severe acne since I was ten and no matter how many people tell me that I am pretty or cute, I still don’t believe them. I think of them as trying to be nice. I am constantly looking in the mirror to see how many zits are on my face and how red my face is because I am highly self-consious. This morning even, I looked in the mirror and became so disgusted with what I saw that I cried for two hours. I can’t stand to go out in public without makeup (which may be making my problem worse even though I use mineral wear). I constantly say that I am ugly just so someone will say that I am not. And if they don’t respond, I become really depressed. I am probably this way because I was picked on a lot from the time I was in first grade through freshman year for varying reasons. I even went through a "fat" phase when I was in eighth grade and starved myself for almost two weeks. Then I became obsessed with excercise. I still excercise on a regular basis but I eat three square meals a day. Starving oneself can actually make them gain water weight. This happened to me too and now I am at a happy weight but I am still constantly self-conscious of my acne. I sometimes have personality issues as well and also am constantly seeking support. My counselor helped me but I can’t pay for appointments anymore and my family isn’t very understanding of my pain. If you ever need to vent, I am here.

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I’m looking into buying a surveillance camera to monitor my car at night while it’s parked in front of my house. Long story short, a$$holes from my high school (I’m a senior in college now, mind you) won’t stop vandalizing my very expensive car (and I’m not saying that to brag) and I’m looking for a camera that will either be easy to install or require little to no installation that I can basically point out my living room window at the car.

I know I want a camera that has good low-light capabilities (the street is still lit up with street lights), and good resolution so that the next time they come around to break something, I can get their faces on video and take them to court to press criminal charges. I don’t care about size or how noticeable the camera is (in fact, if they notice it, maybe they’ll finally leave me alone). I just need something that has good resolution, maybe a zoom capability, good low-light capabilities, and if it has internal recording- enough to record for around 8 hours.

I know this a complicated request for advice, but any help would be greatly appreciated. I’m going into a uspy store tomorrow, and if I can’t find something better, cheaper elsewhere, I would at least want to know what I was looking for so they don’t swindle me.

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Looks like yahoo’s a little confused.
buildingbeautiful, I know what you mean. Thing is with this, every time they do something, they cause at least $800 worth of damages, and I don’t exactly have that kind of money to shell out all the time.

I really just want to catch them so I can press charges, get a restraining order, and sue for damages. Maybe they will get the message that it’s time to grow up then.
Kate, I said it would be inside my house, pointed out the window at them. If they break into my house to knock the camera down so they can vandalize my car… then they’re just stupid.

To clarify, there’s street lights, but they don’t make it super bright out at night. There’s trees sporadically on the block, including in front of my house, although I usually don’t park directly in front of my house.

I need something that can pick up a clear image of them at 100 feet or so, so it can serve as damning evidence in court.

http://cgi.ebay.com/MOTION-ACTIVATED-CAMO-GAME-CAMERA-DVR-NIGHT-VISION_W0QQitemZ200434192378QQcategoryZ52505QQcmdZViewItem#vi-content

This is what you need. Motion activated night vision capable security camera, designed to see game in the woods.

Good range, good price, and the video will be of high enough quality to get a positive ID on the idiots.

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I’ll be graduating next May. Instead of a graduation party, my immediate family (mom, sister, her husband & their 2 kids) will spend a week at Disneyworld. I’ll be moving about an hour away a week after graduation.

My mom and I tossed around the idea of going on a cruise the following year. I’d like to take at least one vacation per year.

Where do you suggest?

Thanks!

Cancun is great

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1. can anyone find any good links of pale face powder nothing that will make my face look dry

2.nude or white lipstick links

3. i like this boy .. and he said he would rather just have a "fling" we have done stuff but i would rather have a long term thing .. lately he hasnt been talking to me alot.. what shall i do ?

4. my mum is refusing to let me have peircing im 15 ( yes i no to young i dont care sont answer saying your too young and your mums right).. think of anything i can say to her to win her over .. i dont want permenant peircings just like surface peircing

5. anyways of making my hair big without back combing?

please answer… any of these

ta !

1. http://www.sephora.com/browse/product.jhtml?id=P61003&categoryId=B70
That seriously works really well and its worth the 25$.

2. You should either go to like a specialty counter like Lancome or Este Launder or try a big store with lots of products such as Sephora.

3. Well if you agreed to the fling, then he probably thinks you want a hookup too, and maybe he doesn’t want to get serious. Give him some space, and maybe talk to him later, but not right now.

4. Say that if it looks bad you can always take it out and it isn’t permanent.

5. You mean teasing your hair? And a bit of hairspray at the roots always works for me.

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